Yourself, myself

Everyone is trying to find themselves. 

everyone changes. 

but what happens when you lose something dear to you, 

something as your true self in order to continue your path to find yourself? 

the new you?

You will have to sacrifice many things in order to mature.

Mature into a better you.

You have to let go.

Why must...

Why must everything has to come to an end?

why must everything has to die?

why can't i protect you?

I have something to tell you. I will always save you, no matter what.

((this is just something random i drew. and i realized how much i fail at armour, cuz seriously, who wears anything quirky like this??))

yay for blood splatters brushes! <3 they are really a time savor!

peace out and good night.

Realization

There is something I wanted to tell you all.  

I have official stopped with the Polyphasic Sleeping Schedule.

I thank you my friend for helping me, encouraging and motivating me to spend my time wisely on academic and personal things, but I do not think the sleeping schedule will work out for me. I realized that I love my sleep way too much, and I find out that most of the time I cannot take the naps at a certain time and by missing the nap times, I cannot function for the day. Ehh. what I'm trying to say is that I do not have a set schedule to as when I will be sleeping or what I will be doing during my time, so I'm trying just to spend my time wisely when I'm awake.

Here's something new and fresh, hope you guys enjoy it! :)

This will also be my little contribution for Valentine's Day! Enjoy your V Day everyone! (even if you are single or not! :D )

and I'm out! Peace!

Illustrator first

I realized how fail I am at updating my blogs, so here is my first assignment for my illustrator class. it's a self portrait trace, all vectors, but I saved it as .jpg so it's all rasterize and PIXELS (yay for pixels)

I still need to scan stuff for graphiteviolence. D: You hear that lucy and sarah? i'm going to scan stuff at your place sometime soon! :D

Also.. this is like the first time using illustrator (excluding the practices, but those doesnt count)

yay post ~ :D